I hate Facebook!
A true Facebook spiral.
It always starts with my FB home page: "Auughh Mike look at her. They look so happy! I wonder why we don't talk anymore..."
I feel blessed with the friends that I have. No doubt. At times, to be honest, I feel like I cannot even manage and be the kind of friend that I want to be to all of them. This said, sometimes when I take a stroll down Facebook lane - I get extremely sad at how many people I've let in and out of my life. How many seasonal friendships I've had.
Maybe I didn't cherish or pour into. I think about how many people didn't cherish or pour into our relationship. I think of how I wish that certain people were still in my life and how I wish that I didn't befriend certain people. Sometimes, I question what my life looks like in pictures. Why don't I take more pictures? I never go anywhere! I never dress up anymore - I never...
Why do I CARE SOOOO MUCH ABOUT WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK!!! SERIOUSLY!!! AUUUUUUUUUGHHHHHHH....
WHHHYYYY?!?!?! WHYYYYYYY! My life would be so much more peaceful if I didn't care sooo stinkin' much! WHY?
Why did I miss that party? Does she still hate me for being so neglectful - for not going to her (you name it - I probably couldn't make it)...I never go. So ridiculous - why don't I ever go? Why didn't she come! She never comes to what I have. So now I don't feel bad - but we aren't close anymore...it's probably me...
Let me reach out.
Oh man, did she defriend me or is she off? Can they tell I am looking at their profile? Oh my goodness - I think they can now. I feel like such a creeper - I am a creeper. So weird - sneaking through their pictures. Does she even remember me?
Gosh, I don't want to respond to her - but aren't I doing exactly what I hate! GOODNNNESSS.... I AM SOOO CONFLICTED!
AUUUGHHH! LIFE IS SO MUCH sometimes. Like why can't I freakin' maintain friendships - is it me? Is it the way that life goes? Do I really care that much or is it stupid facebook!
Maybe, I shouldn't have cut my hair. Maybe I should have kept a relaxer - man, I look so happy...ENOUGH! ENOUGH! ENOUGH!
GOODNESS, I HATE FACEBOOK! I just hate Facebook! I hate it. I hate it. I hate it.
It always starts with my FB home page: "Auughh Mike look at her. They look so happy! I wonder why we don't talk anymore..."
I feel blessed with the friends that I have. No doubt. At times, to be honest, I feel like I cannot even manage and be the kind of friend that I want to be to all of them. This said, sometimes when I take a stroll down Facebook lane - I get extremely sad at how many people I've let in and out of my life. How many seasonal friendships I've had.
Maybe I didn't cherish or pour into. I think about how many people didn't cherish or pour into our relationship. I think of how I wish that certain people were still in my life and how I wish that I didn't befriend certain people. Sometimes, I question what my life looks like in pictures. Why don't I take more pictures? I never go anywhere! I never dress up anymore - I never...
Why do I CARE SOOOO MUCH ABOUT WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK!!! SERIOUSLY!!! AUUUUUUUUUGHHHHHHH....
WHHHYYYY?!?!?! WHYYYYYYY! My life would be so much more peaceful if I didn't care sooo stinkin' much! WHY?
Why did I miss that party? Does she still hate me for being so neglectful - for not going to her (you name it - I probably couldn't make it)...I never go. So ridiculous - why don't I ever go? Why didn't she come! She never comes to what I have. So now I don't feel bad - but we aren't close anymore...it's probably me...
Let me reach out.
Oh man, did she defriend me or is she off? Can they tell I am looking at their profile? Oh my goodness - I think they can now. I feel like such a creeper - I am a creeper. So weird - sneaking through their pictures. Does she even remember me?
Gosh, I don't want to respond to her - but aren't I doing exactly what I hate! GOODNNNESSS.... I AM SOOO CONFLICTED!
AUUUGHHH! LIFE IS SO MUCH sometimes. Like why can't I freakin' maintain friendships - is it me? Is it the way that life goes? Do I really care that much or is it stupid facebook!
Maybe, I shouldn't have cut my hair. Maybe I should have kept a relaxer - man, I look so happy...ENOUGH! ENOUGH! ENOUGH!
GOODNESS, I HATE FACEBOOK! I just hate Facebook! I hate it. I hate it. I hate it.
